After being away from Instagram for nearly a year, I can confirm a quiet rage still rumbles when I learn of racist violence near and far. I can confirm I’m still just as flabbergasted by a religious group, of which I’m supposed to be a part, that continues to oppose science and sound guidance, and so therefore drag my life as a medical professional beyond exhaustion and to the brink of burnout. I can confirm I still desire to scroll, scroll, scroll, and spend money.
I can also confirm that the only times I’ve cried on the floor were measured against real-life circumstances and not the opinions or behaviors of strangers online. I can confirm that most days, I wake up hopeful and fall asleep at peace. I can confirm that collaboration and influence has still been offered to me, and that my skills and gifts are put to use each day. I can confirm I made the right decision and have no regrets.
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rach! you were one of my cherished follows on IG — finding you here is a fresh + raw inhale of clean, uncluttered air. thank you for continuing to lead the way well in these narrow days.
Such kind words. Thank you.